Tuesday, October 18, 2011
You Haven't Been Kicking Hard Enough!!!
Yeah, I could blame this all on you... my readers... Not encouraging me enough, or giving me a hard enough time, etc. But in reality, I am the only one who can take the blame for slacking. And boy have I been slacking. I have had a friend staying with me for the past few weeks who is going through a major life crisis. The kind where exes and children and lawyers are involved. Things have been massively stressful for him, and as I have a tendency to get personally invested, I too have become stressed, unfocused and bigger. Not really bigger. That's an exaggeration, but I have not gotten smaller. I haven't been working out (nearly at all). I have been eating a bit poorly. I have been consuming on average, a bit more booze. And the stress had also caused my band to be soooo tight that I needed to have an unfill to be able to eat at all. And now I'm a pig. So... that being said. I need to get myself back on track. I feel as though my life has fallen off track a bit and I need to get focused on getting it together again. I am committing myself to writing here on every Monday and Friday minimum, as to keep me accountable. I will resume tracking my food intake daily. I will also be sure to get moving more, at least 2-3 times a week for starters. Wish me luck. I need to keep my head on straight and learn to cope with having a house guest in crisis without taking it all on myself as well. See you soon with positive reports! (I hope...)