Wednesday, October 3, 2012
I haven't posted in a while because I have been feeling kind of in the dumps. My insurance has denied my revision surgery and their only basis is that it hasn't been 2 years since i had my original surgery. They don't seem to take into account that I'm not tolerating my band and because of that I have an empty band just sitting in there not doing me any good. So, either I wait it out until June and then have surgery, or I go to Mexico (the boyfriend is in total disagreement with this) or I get a lawyer and fight the denial. I am hoping to move out of state before June of next year, so that would affect putting the decision off. I was hoping to start having kids by the end of next year which would also be offset because of the surgery being postponed (can't have kids for a year after surgery). The boyfriend is totally against Mexico (though at this point I'm all for it). I could fight with a lawyer, risk losing the money it costs to do so, because there is no guarantee they will get the decision reversed and I may end up waiting until the 2 year mark anyway. FRUSTRATION. So yeah... I haven't felt much like blogging. I don't have much to say. I'm not gaining, and I'm not losing. I'm just staying about the same and I'm frustrated. There. I'm done. Got that out.