Yeah... That's pretty much how I feel (and quite possibly look too!). The past couple months have been tense to say the least. Lots of good, and some bad, and some just plain old changes. I officially have a boyfriend these days! I am so lucky to have this amazingly supportive guy in my life right now. I can't ask for a better partner. We met over a year ago, kept in touch long distance for about a year, then took the leap. A GIANT leap!
Eating is definitely not as fun as it used to be. I'm not enjoying food the way I used to. And the past few days, not at all. I got stuck and puked and now my belly hates me. Yogurt was no fun this morning. Even my protein shake wasn't very fun yesterday. There is no mindless eating now. None. I am super aware of everything that goes in my mouth. I hate this feeling I have right now and will do anything in my power to prevent it happening anymore. I guess you can say I touched the stove and damnit, it was hot!
Man o man have I been bad about updating. I have been really pretty busy the past couple weeks. I have a close friend going through a personal crisis, and as per usual, I extend myself to those in need around me (almost to a fault at times). It has been an emotional couple weeks for him (and couple weeks to come for sure as well). Though his woahs have nothing to do with me really, they definitely have been having an effect on me. I am seeing that I need to use some of this pent up energy and get more exercise in. Tonight I plan on
